Anyway, I've had a crush on this girl, let's call her Cinnamon, for about 3 years. So me and Cinnamon both play the cello. A strange thing I noticed is around the same time I started having feelings for her (2 years ago) I also felt kinda turned on by her playing the cello....I don't exactly know. I just think its really...sexy I guess. But only when she does it, when other people do it its not the same as when she does it. She has a musical account on Instagram where she sometimes posts videos of her playing the cello and it feels wrong to watch them (its nothing sexual, she's literally just playing the cello and that's it). Its really hard to put into words how it feels to watch her play, but its basically like if I were to watch her take her shirt off seductively (which I would NEVER do). I don't really think it actually turns me on, but I don't know, maybe it does a little tiny bit. I just feel so many things watching her play cello, like how she's so good at it and how hot it is. In one video she looked like her shirt was unbuttoned (it wasnt, only the top botton was undone but it gave the illusion that the whole shirt was unbottoned) and I kinda freaked out. It feels so wrong to watch her play cello now, and I don't know what to do about it. She has NO IDEA about this. Anyway, is this a weird kink or fetish? Hope someone can help me figure this out!
Tldr; Do I have a cello kink; is that even a thing?
Submitted March 31, 2018 at 08:27AM by Clove_The_Teddy_Bear https://ift.tt/2IkqQxx