I've been with four people in my life, unfortunately, and I still don't understand why people are so obsessed with sex. It doesn't feel good. If anything, it's very uncomfortable and makes me sore and dry. Somehow, I've heard from two of those people that I'm "good" at it. I only really did it to make them happy because I was in a relationship with either one at some point of my life.
So this is where obsession comes in. Everywhere I go, there's something completely sexual going on and it makes me extremely uncomfortable. I can't just hide myself from life, it can't work like that, but I have to wonder why? Why do people like it and why is it everywhere?
And another thing; it's not necessarily that I'm "asexual". I just have a hatred for sex and I'm not sure why. I've always hated my body and how it looked on top of everything. I'm female through and through, but I really HATE the way my body looks despite being healthy according to the BMI chart. It's just the giggly fat bags on my chest, my stretch marks, my body hair - it really disgusts me. Sometimes it makes me want to gag.
Anyhow, many topics in here, I suppose. Feel free to share your view.
Submitted June 05, 2018 at 05:59AM by CLASSICDUH https://ift.tt/2LXYtb1