I won't go too deep into it because I can't without digging myself into a hole here in my personal life. But I'm in a situation where I can't really make decisions for myself, either because I feel bad saying no or responding negatively or because I feel obligated to do this or that because of the other person's position in my life. Pretty much in short, every day feels the same, I never can really do anything for myself or others without there being a problem or someone or something interfering, I drink more now, not only because I enjoy it but it helps me momentarily forget the headache, the constant pain in my legs, and the fact that my life isn't in my own hands anymore. Sorry this is so long and kinda stupid, but does anyone else understand this feeling and any sage advice is welcome
Submitted July 30, 2018 at 11:32PM by ShinyLotad22 https://ift.tt/2NZZQpY