So I’m 20 years old, the short version is that the love of my life lived next to me for my whole childhood growing up and we grew close romantically around middle school. She and her family had to move away around five years ago and she was my first love. I have gone through Highschool and am about to finish college and after 5 years, I’ve dated many girls but I still feel obsessed over her. I don’t know what to do. We’ve messaged on and off over the years and I’m going back to her now, I haven’t seen her in 5 years and I can’t really move on it feels like. She has used me in the past and I’m no saint either, but how can this not be real love? It hurts so bad and I’m so lost
Submitted November 18, 2018 at 09:24AM by Qrow-Von-Thrall https://ift.tt/2Ft1dOv
