I finished my degree almost two years ago (I'm 26) and I've had a few jobs as a computer engineer now but I cannot escape this feeling, don't get me wrong, pay its good as well as the ambient, I do exercise every day and have a beautiful girlfriend, but it's just that I don't get it, from any point of view I have a good life, but I feel dull and bored, my day to day feels like I'm doing pointless things I could not care less because no one listens to what I say only for me to end up waiting for the clock to finish and leave to do the stuff I care about but that anyway I can't do because the day it's almost over, is it just me? Is this what it's going to be the rest of my life? Or it gets better over time? I feel sometimes that I was way happier when I was a financially broken 15 years old than now that I'm an independent human being with two bloddy degrees (yea I studied two, so much for that), it feels to me that the promise of having a better life by sacrificing my youth and studying hard so many years was a lie, sure I have some money but I barely have any time to spend it on anything other than buying more stuff to make my pointless work less stressful
Submitted April 05, 2019 at 11:34AM by otoko_no_hito http://bit.ly/2K8VnEl
