Need help with an old friend.
My friend we met he really got emotional and deep with me and even told me big things about his life. He said he was gay and if he got hacked and lost his money and shit he would suicide.
But later on we were chill friends would talk here and there little things mostly online. Eventually I wanted in on a server, he gave me a chance I came in I broke the chance and he banned me. I said slip me back on and begged and wrote him sorry msgs that I was very sorry. He gave me many chances until he banned me completely forever and I said “slide me in as a friend common you’re not a real friend dude”. Later on he blocked me I tried alting him many times saying sorry and talking out with friends and got chances and ruined all of them again.
Later on after a while I tried reaching out saying everything he felt about me. “Tried to make me feel guilt by saying bad friend”, I told him it was the wrong idea. He said you’re freaky stalking me through my friends and everyone else. Stop alting me talking to me anymore you’re not my friend.
He said I can see you around but I don’t want to talk to you.
Now it’s been almost half a year white a very long time he thought I quit online shit. I have been feeling guilt for all this time tbh and has affected me this top ranking person I annoyed him aswell he didn’t like attention. And complimented him he hated it cuz attention. I hate this guilt what should I do I want to reach out leave a msg like “ I’m sorry, I was an idiot i was blind I didn’t understand my actions with the annoying and guilt, harm wasn’t my intention. I’ve been feeling pain for half a year now thinking about this tbh looking up to you gone to hate”. Please just forgive me and be chill* with me again very sorry and Ye I basically quit online life.
Something like that?
Submitted August 12, 2018 at 02:36AM by Skazen_ https://ift.tt/2OucQEo